The hardest Mile I've Ever walked

I guess the reason why we could never work things out is because you were too proud to forgive me for something I really was sorry for.

To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't winning, and it isn't losing. It's not about pride, and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on. It is having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and to set yourself free.

The hardest mile I've ever walked was the one away from you.

Yet, regardless if you love them or hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them, it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world, they became everything to you. When you look them in their eyes, travelling into the depths of their soul, and you say a million things without the trace of sound, you know that your life is eventually consumed within the rhythmic beatings of their heart. You love them for a million reasons. No paper would do the justice. It's a thing, a feeling, only felt by you.

I forgot about you for a while, but then I saw you again in my mind, just instantly flashed back to the time when I thought that we were happy; I know I'll never hold you like that again.

All I ever did was love you too much.

I think letting you go was the smartest decision I ever made. Even though I loved you so much, I just couldn't deal with the pain. And, the times we spent together, holding each other, were the best times of my life. But no matter how much I wanted to keep you in my arms, I couldn't. I couldn't hold on to you, knowing that all you were going to do was hurt me. But right now, even though I still love you, I don't need you anymore. I don't need you to complete me. I just need you to comfort me when I'm sad, support me, and listen to me when I talk. So, I guess what I'm saying is, I'm glad we're over. I'm glad I've let go.

I've accepted that we can't be, but I've also accepted that you're going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one that I always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots no matter how happy I am otherwise and no matter how long it's been. The one I will always secretly wish had asked me to the dance even though I am more than happy with the guy that did. Do you realize how incredibly difficult it is to accept both those things at once? It's a completely torturous situation if you stop and think about it.

Once I swore I would die for you, but I never meant .. like this.


one day you will ask me, what is more important,
you or my life? and i will answer, my life, then
you will turn around and walk away...not knowing
that you are my life...

Lucky Me pancit canton over dose

Maka lipas ang mahigit sa isang taon ay muli akong nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob na kumain ng Lucky me Instant Pancit canton. cnubukan ko kung hindi ko na sya ma aalala sa muli kong pag tikim ng na sabing pagkain, na bigo ako. dahil na alala ko parin sya, na kikita ko parin syan naka upo sa upuan nya at hinahalo ang mga sangkap ng lucky me habang ako ang nag papakulo ng tubig.

sa kasabikan ko sa instant pancit canton bumili ako ng lima at nag magaling akong kainin lahat ito kasama ng isang litrong magnolia chocolate. at kahit an hindi ko na kaya ay pinilit ko paring ubusin ang kahuhulihang hibla ng pancit canton at pinilit ko ring inumin ang kahulihulihang patak ng magnolia chocolate.

at nang yari ang kina tatakutan ko umabot na sa lalamun ko lahat ng kinain ko ng oras na iyon sobrang uhaw ako pero hindi ko makuhang maka inum ng tubig dahil nga wala ng pag lagyan. halos mag dilim ang paningin ko sa sakit ng tyan. kung na andito lang sya sasabihn nananmn nya sa akin. "nag magaling ka nanaman kasi" hehehehehehe pero masarap parin ang canton. malamang eh ma tatagalan nanaman akong kumain muli nito sa akin naranasang sakit ng tyan.

Lights, Camera, Action !!!

It was May 24 2008, ang araw na hindi ko sukat akalaing darating sa buhay ng aking kaibigan at gurong si Kuya Nilo.

Nakilala ko si kuya Nilo nung ako ay disesyete anyos pa lamang sa isang simbahan, Myembro sya ng Grupong kung tawagin at ADS (Arts & Design Services) or otherwise known as (Always Desiring to Serve jesus) sya ang production manager ng panahong iyon. naging idolo ko sya hindi lang sa pag hawak ng pinsel ganun din sa galing nya sa computer, kakaunti pa lang ang marunong gumamit ng photo shop by that time pero kami ay nag papaka dalubhasa na sa pag gamit nito. nanalo kami ng 2nd place sa 2nd graphic expo, nagkaron ng mga proyekto, at kung wala kaming pera ay ginagawa naming negosyo ang pag sali sa mga drawing contest.

Masyadong malawak ang nais marating ni Kuya nilo hanggat nag sanha sangha na ang aming kalaman mag mula sa simpleng graphics eh natuto syang mag 3d animation, video editing, web designing, programing halos ata lahat ng pwedeng pagka kitaan sa computer ay nais nyang ma tutunan at ang na kakatuwa ay lagi nya akong kasama hindi nya ipinag damot sa akin ang lahat ng kanyang na lalaman .

hinding hindi ko makakalimutan nung minsang may isang proyekto kaming na ngangailangan ng flash. nung panahon na iyon ay hindi namin alam kung ano iyon. pero nagka ipitan na kaya umoo sya sa pyekto, at ng natapos ang meeting tinanong ko sya kuya nils marunong ka ba ng flash? sagot nya HINDI kaya punta tayo ng book store bili tayo ng book. langya kung ako ay isang cartoons malamang eh na laglag ang panga ko sa lupa. pero na tapos namin ang proyektong iyon.

marami ring naging kasintahan si kuya nilo at marami ring naging break ups. at itong huli ay na kilala nya si ate pau na syang naging kasama namin sa bawat video coverage namin andun din sya sa pag pupuyat ni kuya nilo sa pag lalaro namin ng online-games. minsan pag kumukuha kami ng video sa kasal binibiro ko si ate pau, kailan kaya darating ang araw na ikaw naman ang kukunan ko. na tatawa lang sya dahil hindi pa ata sya ni yayakag ni kuya nilo. hanggang sa dumating ang Mayo 24 2008 ang araw ng kanilang kasal.

Hinding hindi ko ma kakalimutan ang sabi ni ate pau kay kuya nilo sa kanilang wedding vows. ito ang sabi nya " Nilo hindi ko akalain na ma kikita kita ngayon dito " then tears fell down from their eyes pati ako ay na iyak dahil matapos ang napakaraming pag subok at sakit na dinanas ni kuya nilo eh naka tagpo din sya ng kapahingahan. matapos ang ceremony nag salita ulit si ate pau at nag pasalamat sa lahat at sabi nya " meng salamat dati tayo ang nakuha ngayon ako na ang kinukuhan nyo " natuwa ako at naalala ang ko isang text mula sa babaeng minahal ko.

" I believe in happy endings
Though I've only known a few
For as rare as they are
Like a bright falling star
I found one in you"

Pain In My Heart

Tuwing Umaga na dadaanan ko ang Manila Bay on my way to work. hindi ko ma ipaliwanag ang sayang na raramdaman ko sa tuwing na kikita ko ang pag sikat ng araw. at sa tuwing papasok ako sa opisina sakto laging tinutugtog ang kantang "pain in my heart" ni arnel pineda. sa tuwing ma ririnig ko ito ako ay na labas ng opisina dahil sa ayaw kong malungkot. pero ngayon nag text ang kaibigan kong si kyle at sinabing aalis daw si kris. hindi ko alam ang na ramadaman ko ng na basa ko ang kanyang text.

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sinearch ko sa youtube ang kantang "pain in my heart" at ito sya :

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http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=uIt7IVTRlr8

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Here I am alone in this empty room

And let my mind just fly you to the end

Thoughts of you still linger in my memory

Wondering why my life is not that fair

I could still recall

Those memories of you

The joy and all your laughter

The love thast we've been through Oh,

I can't believe you're gone Oh, no

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Talkin' to myself for no reasons I could find

Findin' out why everything went wrong

Tears falling down my cheeks that

I've been trying to hold

It doesn't know if I could still go on

I wanted you to stay

The tears begin to show

You said you cared for me

But then you had to go

And now I know you're gone

But I don't want to remember

The things (we used to do/that we've been through)

And all the things that remind me of you

I don't want to hear the songs

The songs we used to sing

'Coz I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

I just can't believe you're gone

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No, no...

I don't wanna feel

Yeah, I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

I don't wanna feel, don't know what went wrong

Oohh...

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nilalaman ng kantang ito ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sa kanya. kahit ang video ay saktong sakto sa aming dalawa. maaring hindi mo ma intindihan kung bakit pero pag na panood nya yan alam ko ma iintindihan nya. /no1

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pinilit kong umiwas sa kanya pero walang araw na hindi ko na sambit ang kanyang pangalan. at habang pina kikinggan ko ang kantang ito sa youtube nakabasa ako ng isang comment at ito yun.

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"you see how she grow with your guidance, all the pain just disappear... and just smile in your heart will remind..."

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at ngayong aalis na sya ulit. tanggap ko na dahil alam kong magiging masaya sya.

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"kaya natin to jo" -gaba guildmaster of the notorious clan /no1

Color It Pink

Im now on the 3rd week of my new JOB and you will never believe kung saan ako na padpad ngayon. Isa ako ngayong Graphic Designer sa PINKBOX, para sa mga hindi na kaka alam ang PINKBOX ay ang tindahan ng mga kikay kitz na ma tatagpuan sa inyong mga paboritong malls at ma kiki rin ang aming produkto sa watzons, at tama sya yung mino model ni carmina at ng anak nyang si casy, kami din ang nag poprovide ng kikay kitz sa anak ni ruth sa patayin sa sindak si barbara pati ng manika nitong may sanib.



Talagang na bigla ako sa aking bagong trabho mula sa heavy graphics ay na padpad ako sa pag dedesenyo ng mga graphic sa pang ipit, charms at kung ano-anong kalandian. as see on the picture above one of the first design na ginawa ko na gagamitin sa pang puyod ng buhok hehehehe. marami akong na tutunan sa bago kong trabaho, na tutunan kong hindi pala scoongies ang tawag sa panali sa buhok na yari sa garter na may naka balot na tela, ang tamang tawag pala doon ay SCRUNCHIES, at ang scoongies pala ay "dirty underwears" ang meaning sa mga english. hahahaha. at ang tinatawag ng mga ka babaihan chopsticks na itinutusok nila sa buhok nila eh LONG LOCKS ang tamang tawag.

sa aking bagong trabho isang kulay lang ang pag lalaruan mo "PINK" hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan ako dito pero the next time na mag punta kayo sa PINKBOX isipin nyo na lang na baka ang na pili nyong desenyo ay galing sa aking malikot na isip.

What is Alzeimer's Disease?

I fear I am not in my perfect mind.
Methinks I should know you and know this man;
Yet, I am doubtful; for I am mainly ignorantWhat place this is; and all the skill I haveRemembers not these garments;
nor I know notWhere I did lodge last night. Do not laugh at me.


(William Shakespeare (1605) King Lear, Act IV, Scene 7)







Alzheimer's disease is a progressive, degenerative and always fatal disease that attacks the brain. It gradually strips a person of mental and physical capabilities and renders them totally incapable of caring for themselves. Alzheimer's disease can affect anyone.


Alzheimer's disease has a gradual onset. The memory losses are a result of the death of brain cells and connectors between these brain cells. Symptoms include difficulty with memory, confusion, interference with routine work and social activities, language usage, impaired judgment, misplacing objects, mood swings and disorientation with regard to place and time. Every Alzheimer's patient exhibits universal symptoms, yet each patient has an individual pattern. Eventually, this disease process leaves patients with a total loss of ability to care for themselves. The course of Alzheimer's can run from 2-25 years, with the average being four to eight years.

Medyo matagal tagal din akong hinde nakapag sulat dahil sa maraming kadahilanan. anyway kung itatanong mo s akin kung bakit ko gustong talakayin ang sakit na Alzeimer's Disease ay dahil sa napaka interesting ng sakit na ito. una kong na rinig ang sakit na ito ay nung ako ay nasa kolehiyo pa laman sa ilim ng aking kursong B.S. Psychology Hindi ko ito binigyan ng pansin dahil sa napaka hirap i ispel ang naturang sakit. basta ang alam ko may kinalaman ito sa pagiging ma kakalimutan kaya hindi ko sya ma kakalimutan.

pangalwang bese na na-encounter ang sakit na ito sa pelikulang "Tnaging Yaman" na iyak ako sa pelikulang iyon. at ang pangatlo naman ay sa pelikulang "The Notebook". at ang huli ay kahapon ng ibinalita sa akin ng kaibigan ko sa kolehiyo na ang kanyang ama daw ay may Alzeimer's Disease. Pareho kaming sekulihata ng aking kaibigan at alam naming walang lunas sa sakit na iyo. kaya wala akn na gawa kundi ang ipanalangin na lang sya. dali dali kong hinanap ang akin mga libro at pinag aralang muli ang naturang sakit. at ayon sa depenisyon ng sakit

"The memory losses are a result of the death of brain cells and connectors between these brain cells. "

at alam nyo ba na sa lahat ng cells na ma tatagpuan sa katawan ng tao ang brain cells lang ang hindi nag rereproduce?

"Once brain cells are lost, they cannot be replaced. Thus, when the cells of the most vital organ in our body die, it affects us significantly. "

maraming pag susuri kung bakit Hindi kaya ng Brain cells mag reproduce. and you can ask google about it. Ngunit ng subukan kong hanapin ang sagot sa Biblia wala akong makitang salita sa bible na memory bagkos ito ang na basa ko.

"Forget the former things;
do not dwell on the past.

-Isaiah 43:18

Maybe God is so kind na ginawa nya talagang Hindi mag regenerate ang brain cells upang nde na natin ma alala pa ang mga masasakit na karanasan mula sa ating naka raan. marahil ay ganun na lang kabuti ang Dios na ibinibigay nya ang sakit na Alzeimer's Disease upang pag pahingahin ng payapa ang taong may sakit nito.

Para sa akin ang naturang sakit ay regalo mula sa Dios, ano pa ba ang hiling ng lahat ng taong na saktan, hindi ba ang maka limot?

A Level To Remember (part4)

Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing. -Noah (The Notebook)

CONFESSIONS

One night, gaba and Kristal were at the orc dungeon when they met a mage named polyanna. Gaba a kind-hearted knight, tank polyanna and the acolyte of Kristal then he invited polyanna in his guild. When Kristal returned at prontera, she saw asia, one of their guildmates.

Bellow is and actual conversation of Gaba, Kristal and asia online

**Asia** : san ku galing
kristal_maalindog : ORC DUNGEON
**Asia** : ah
**Asia** : nag lvl up ba ku

(To polyanna) : san ka? <>

kristal_maalindog : inde
**Asia** : ano nangyari
kristal_maalindog : may nakilalang mage si meng
**Asia** : ah
kristal_maalindog : sinali sa playboy
**Asia** : lumandi n nmn c gaba

asia is one of the trusted friend of gaba. As Kristal and asia were busy talking about nothing,

kristal_maalindog : ung archer mo?
**Asia** : nasa gh
kristal_maalindog : ah
kristal_maalindog : alam mo na stat ng dancer?
**Asia** : hinabol kc ng rideword kya nag change character muna me
**Asia** : baka kc mamatay
**Asia** : diko lang alam
**Asia** : baka gawin ko ring hunter yun

gaba suddenly log in at the same spot where Kristal was sitting and he said “mahal ko si meng” making it look like it was Kristal who said that.

gaba jr. : love ko si meng
gaba jr. : mahal ko si meng
gaba jr. : joy
gaba jr. : alam mo ba
**Asia** : anu
gaba jr. : mahal ako ni tal
kristal_maalindog : mahal ko
gaba jr. : kaso ayaw nya lang aminin sa sarili nya
gaba jr. : makatarungan ba yun
**Asia** : ganon talga
gaba jr. : makatarungan ba yun
Kristal was startled, she don’t know what to say…

kristal_maalindog : ano ito? interogation?
gaba jr. : tama ba yun ha joy?
**Asia** : hmmm
kristal_maalindog : inde
gaba jr. : mahal ko naman to
gaba jr. : at alam ko naman mahal nya rin ako
gaba jr. : ang labo no?
**Asia** : bayaan n natin ang tadhana ang sumagot sa ating katanungan

suddenly a passer by came and sit beside asia

Bas[Resurrection2] : ano ang inyong katanungan
gaba jr. : father
kristal_maalindog : makata ka pala joy
gaba jr. : tama ba
Bas[Resurrection2] : kau din eh
gaba jr. : father
gaba jr. : tama ba
Bas[Resurrection2] : yup
gaba jr. : na itago mo ang na raramdaman mo
**Asia** : wala akong kinalaman jan
Bas[Resurrection2] : kung wla kang mukhang ihaharap eh itago mo na lang
gaba jr. : father
Bas[Resurrection2] : yup
gaba jr. : ano ga gawin mo sa boyfiend mong walang pakialam sayo?
kristal_maalindog : cympre iiwan
gaba jr. : waaaa
Bas[Resurrection2] : hah eh dapat palitan na yan
gaba jr. : alam mo naman pala ang sagot
gaba jr. : talagang TANGA
gaba jr. : sabi ko na mahal ko sya
Bas[Resurrection2] : miss pa tabi hah
gaba jr. : ayaw pang maniwala
gaba jr. : alam nyo ba?
Bas[Resurrection2] : taga saan ba kayo
**Asia** : anu?
gaba jr. : na kinasakami dito sa midgard
gaba jr. : at para ma patunayan ang pag mamahal ko
Bas[Resurrection2] : kinasal kayo
gaba jr. : nakipag sundo ako sa mga gm
gaba jr. : uu gm
gaba jr. : gm nag kasal sa amin
Bas[Resurrection2] : my screen shot ka?
gaba jr. : eto ngayon lang ma lalamn ni tal
gaba jr. : uu
gaba jr. : nakipag sundo ako sa GM
gaba jr. : sabi ni gm sumire
gaba jr. : kung talagang mahal ko daw si tal
gaba jr. : ikakasal nya kami
gaba jr. : sa isang kondisyon
Bas[Resurrection2] : ano?
gaba jr. : babawasan nya daw ako ng 2 levels
gaba jr. : kung talagang mahal ko daw to
Bas[Resurrection2] : mahal mo nga
gaba jr. : pumayag ako
**Asia** : di ako yun ha
kristal_maalindog : waaa
gaba jr. : binawasan ako ng 2 levels
gaba jr. : ma ikasal lang ng GM
gaba jr. : i have screen shots
gaba jr. : nasa yahoo group namin
gaba jr. : alam mo kasi
gaba jr. : tagal na akong nag lalaro sa ro
gaba jr. : laaht na halos ng rare dito na kuha ko na
gaba jr. : pero
Bas[Resurrection2] : bola
gaba jr. : wala ng mas rare sa natagpuan ko
**Asia** : drama

E:\Program Files\Gravity\RagnarokOnline\Chat\Chat014.txt is Saved.

**Asia** : pagdatin ng juno
**Asia** : marami kapang makikitang rare
Bas[Resurrection2] : uu nga
gaba jr. : wala nang tatalo pa kay kristal
gaba jr. : kaso
gaba jr. : mas gusto nya sa boyfirend nyang tanga
**Asia** : cno bf nyang tanga

E:\Program Files\Gravity\RagnarokOnline\Chat\Chat016.txt is Saved.

gaba jr. : ewan ko
gaba jr. : basta ako mahal ko yan
**Asia** : ayun nmn pla

Kristal was astounded by everything she had heard that evening…

-To be continued

A Level To Remember (part3)

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Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT? -(Noah talking to allie) The Notebook

MY FRIEND IS IN LOVE WITH MY GIRL

The guild continue to grow friendship started to be bond and relationship more intimate. Each day, each level up new members becomes part of the notorious. Gaba noticed that his friend is falling in love with Kristal.

So GABA decided to give way to his friend, he does not want to let history repeatits self. This time he will choose friendship rather than love. So he started to level up alone again in pain.

Each level up gaba grew strong and so does the guild. Then one day…

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-To be continued

A Level To Remember (part2)

Excerpt from a letter from Noah to Allie: "The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."

-The notebook

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GEFFEN OBSERVATORY

The next day gaba was surprised that Kristal pm him saying thank you. And from there they never parted ways they were always together leveling up at talking about life. Then one day gaba decided to reveal himself to kristal at the Geffen observatory.

“kris ako si gaba lord gaba the guild headmaster and founder legion of god guild. I’m a deserted.
I deserted my guild because of love and now I think I’m falling again”.

“Why did you abandoned your guild and what’s wrong in falling in love?
No matter what you say, what you do, you’re bankrupt without love” Kristal asked

Gaba didn’t answer stand up and look at the city of Geffen.

Then Gaba stops and told Kris to forget about all of the foolishness he told her.

Then kris open up to gaba and told him that he has a boy friend in real life but their relationship is on a rough road and gaba asked her

“Do you still love him”

Then there was dead SILENCE.

Days and many top ups passed by the notorious guild is growing the guild that was founded by gaba and tongwing his best friend and as the guild grow gaba and Kristal get to know each other. One they at their secret palace gaba told kristal what he feels about her.

She just laughs /heh. Gaba didn’t insist and asked her about his boyfriend, then there was silence

“mahal mo pa ba?”

“tara pa level up na tayo” kristal replied.


-To be continued

A Level To Remember (part1)

May alam ka bang magandang love story? yung talgang hindi mo ma kakalimutan? well i guess lahat naman tayo eh na tutong mag mahal at malamang eh ang sagot mo sa tanong ko eh ang iyong love story.

well i have a love story of my own to tell, nang yari ito sa malayong lugar ng rune midgard sa isang online game. for all you dont know where midgard is try to ask google na lang kasi hahaba pa ang kwento at tinatamad na akong mag type ok /no1. at kung bakit ko i susulat ito? dahil ngayon ay october, anong meron sa october? tsaka nyo na ma lalaman. isapa ni rerequest din ni polgara na ilagay ko ang kwentong ito dahil nga daw maganda at kung hindi ko daw ito isusulat eh sya ang mag lalagay nito sa kanyang blog, kaya eto na polgara. pero bago ko simulan ang kwento meron akong gustong i share sa inyo a quote from one of my favorite film.

"I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough." -the notebook

PA TANK PO KUYA

Once there was a knight in chaos named gaba who lived by his sword. He was broken hearted because of his past and sworn not to fall in love again. So he lived his life fighting and leveling up. Day pass by even months leveling up alone no one to talk to and hiding from his past, he was lonely, and said to himself “so what now? All this power and nothing to do” so he decided to walk south of prontera to go back where he started. Then he found a novice named kristal….

There is this lady assassin offering tank for 1k so the good knight decided to tank all novice for free

Kristal was a newbie,2 months ago she was playing at Odin server she transferred at Chaos because she have no one to talk to since some of her cousin where playing at Chaos, she said to her friend to make a new character at Chaos then they’ll meet since they were far from each other this is a way from them to be together again. Kristal is silent type and a loner, she hardly become angry unless provoked. She explore midgard out on own, since she goes along by herself she met different people, some are nice, others are friendly while some were scammers.
Kristal and lyrish started at chaos killing monsters at the field of Geffen. When Kristal completed her job she decided to go at Prontera City to get some milk for her solution. Since she doesn’t know where is the milk merchant, she decided to hunt milk from picky and when she come back to Prontera their path converged. And the story begins…

Since Kristal was so much fond of knight she asked this man if she can come with them. The knight was wondering why this novice has greater damage among the others, he never know, she has completed her job, she just doesn’t know to mix the solution to be a mage. Of all the novice Kristal catches his attention. He asked “ babae ka ba talaga?” and Kristal answered, “take a look at my friendster account (baka mainlove ka)” she said at the back of her mind. The knight whispered “ASA” . Then there was this one novice who asked the knight “kuya,bakit mo ginagawa ito?” then the knight answered “dahil dyan din naman ako galling.” Now, he got Kristal’s attention. She was startled…

Then after all the novice reached job level 10 the all left without even saying thank you “mga amp na yun ah mga ingrato” gaba said. Then amidst all the elder willow that had been killed by the novices one novice remain, it was kristal

“ano ?” gaba asked

“thank you po” kristal answered

“tara samahan na lang kita sa Geffen gawin nating mage yan” then they started their journey and reached Geffen before server maintenance. Gaba wanted to help her and even log in as kristal just to mix the solution for her. But a knight with an intelligence level 1 is no match for the mixing machine of Geffen.hours had passed nothing happened. Kristal ran out of milk she needed to mix the solution.
The knight said “ stay here, wait for me. What do you need?”
“I need a milk.” She answered.
“ilan?” the knight asked.
“isa lang po” the novice answered.
“stay here, I’ll be back.”
Then the night was gone, afterwards there was this BS named gaba jr. deal her and gave her 8 milks.

“go” the bs said.

After several tries, she asked gaba,

“naiinis ka na?”

“nope” gaba answered.

“ako kasi naiinis na,eh.. bukas na lang”

“nope” he replied. “don’t give up”

her eyes widened, she was shocked. “amp! Antipatikong BS ‘to, kung hindi lang ako tinulungan nito natarayan ko na ‘to” she said at the back of her mind.

finally they met a mage named kiluagon who was asking direction to where the wizards guild is. It so happened that gaba knows midgard just like the back of his had. Gaba took kilo to the wizards guild only to find out that he is just only job level 30 “AMP!” so they returned to kristal at the mixing machine and still a novice so gaba asked kilo if he could helped kristal to mix the solution. Gaba ask for the user and pass of Kristal and mix the solution for her and he asked for her mobile number so that he would text her if she can log in. Kristal says to herself “hmp! Man’s style” but then a part of her is saying “so what? I want to be a mage tonight” So she gave her number and after a few minutes gaba texted her… Kristal now is a full pledge mage. Then he got his knight again and invites her to join the guild, Kristal refused because She’s only level 13 then, such a shame, but gaba insisted. ”lalakas ka din”

Then he took Kristal with him along Geffen city, he gave her a puppet, a guard, a shoes and a ribbon. Then they go to lzlude. Gaba thought it was the last time that he will see Kristal, so he goes on with his life leveling up.

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-To be continued