Tuwing Umaga na dadaanan ko ang Manila Bay on my way to work. hindi ko ma ipaliwanag ang sayang na raramdaman ko sa tuwing na kikita ko ang pag sikat ng araw. at sa tuwing papasok ako sa opisina sakto laging tinutugtog ang kantang "pain in my heart" ni arnel pineda. sa tuwing ma ririnig ko ito ako ay na labas ng opisina dahil sa ayaw kong malungkot. pero ngayon nag text ang kaibigan kong si kyle at sinabing aalis daw si kris. hindi ko alam ang na ramadaman ko ng na basa ko ang kanyang text.
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sinearch ko sa youtube ang kantang "pain in my heart" at ito sya :
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Here I am alone in this empty room
And let my mind just fly you to the end
Thoughts of you still linger in my memory
Wondering why my life is not that fair
I could still recall
Those memories of you
The joy and all your laughter
The love thast we've been through Oh,
I can't believe you're gone Oh, no
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Talkin' to myself for no reasons I could find
Findin' out why everything went wrong
Tears falling down my cheeks that
I've been trying to hold
It doesn't know if I could still go on
I wanted you to stay
The tears begin to show
You said you cared for me
But then you had to go
And now I know you're gone
But I don't want to remember
The things (we used to do/that we've been through)
And all the things that remind me of you
I don't want to hear the songs
The songs we used to sing
'Coz I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart
I just can't believe you're gone
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No, no...
I don't wanna feel
Yeah, I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart
I don't wanna feel, don't know what went wrong
Oohh...
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nilalaman ng kantang ito ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sa kanya. kahit ang video ay saktong sakto sa aming dalawa. maaring hindi mo ma intindihan kung bakit pero pag na panood nya yan alam ko ma iintindihan nya. /no1
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pinilit kong umiwas sa kanya pero walang araw na hindi ko na sambit ang kanyang pangalan. at habang pina kikinggan ko ang kantang ito sa youtube nakabasa ako ng isang comment at ito yun.
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"you see how she grow with your guidance, all the pain just disappear... and just smile in your heart will remind..."
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at ngayong aalis na sya ulit. tanggap ko na dahil alam kong magiging masaya sya.
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"kaya natin to jo" -gaba guildmaster of the notorious clan /no1
