Thursday, December 27, 2007
What is Alzeimer's Disease?
Methinks I should know you and know this man;
Yet, I am doubtful; for I am mainly ignorantWhat place this is; and all the skill I haveRemembers not these garments;
nor I know notWhere I did lodge last night. Do not laugh at me.
(William Shakespeare (1605) King Lear, Act IV, Scene 7)
Alzheimer's disease is a progressive, degenerative and always fatal disease that attacks the brain. It gradually strips a person of mental and physical capabilities and renders them totally incapable of caring for themselves. Alzheimer's disease can affect anyone.
Alzheimer's disease has a gradual onset. The memory losses are a result of the death of brain cells and connectors between these brain cells. Symptoms include difficulty with memory, confusion, interference with routine work and social activities, language usage, impaired judgment, misplacing objects, mood swings and disorientation with regard to place and time. Every Alzheimer's patient exhibits universal symptoms, yet each patient has an individual pattern. Eventually, this disease process leaves patients with a total loss of ability to care for themselves. The course of Alzheimer's can run from 2-25 years, with the average being four to eight years.
Medyo matagal tagal din akong hinde nakapag sulat dahil sa maraming kadahilanan. anyway kung itatanong mo s akin kung bakit ko gustong talakayin ang sakit na Alzeimer's Disease ay dahil sa napaka interesting ng sakit na ito. una kong na rinig ang sakit na ito ay nung ako ay nasa kolehiyo pa laman sa ilim ng aking kursong B.S. Psychology Hindi ko ito binigyan ng pansin dahil sa napaka hirap i ispel ang naturang sakit. basta ang alam ko may kinalaman ito sa pagiging ma kakalimutan kaya hindi ko sya ma kakalimutan.
pangalwang bese na na-encounter ang sakit na ito sa pelikulang "Tnaging Yaman" na iyak ako sa pelikulang iyon. at ang pangatlo naman ay sa pelikulang "The Notebook". at ang huli ay kahapon ng ibinalita sa akin ng kaibigan ko sa kolehiyo na ang kanyang ama daw ay may Alzeimer's Disease. Pareho kaming sekulihata ng aking kaibigan at alam naming walang lunas sa sakit na iyo. kaya wala akn na gawa kundi ang ipanalangin na lang sya. dali dali kong hinanap ang akin mga libro at pinag aralang muli ang naturang sakit. at ayon sa depenisyon ng sakit
"The memory losses are a result of the death of brain cells and connectors between these brain cells. "
at alam nyo ba na sa lahat ng cells na ma tatagpuan sa katawan ng tao ang brain cells lang ang hindi nag rereproduce?
"Once brain cells are lost, they cannot be replaced. Thus, when the cells of the most vital organ in our body die, it affects us significantly. "
maraming pag susuri kung bakit Hindi kaya ng Brain cells mag reproduce. and you can ask google about it. Ngunit ng subukan kong hanapin ang sagot sa Biblia wala akong makitang salita sa bible na memory bagkos ito ang na basa ko.
"Forget the former things;
do not dwell on the past.
-Isaiah 43:18
Maybe God is so kind na ginawa nya talagang Hindi mag regenerate ang brain cells upang nde na natin ma alala pa ang mga masasakit na karanasan mula sa ating naka raan. marahil ay ganun na lang kabuti ang Dios na ibinibigay nya ang sakit na Alzeimer's Disease upang pag pahingahin ng payapa ang taong may sakit nito.
Para sa akin ang naturang sakit ay regalo mula sa Dios, ano pa ba ang hiling ng lahat ng taong na saktan, hindi ba ang maka limot?
Friday, October 19, 2007
A Level To Remember (part4)
Bellow is and actual conversation of Gaba, Kristal and asia online
**Asia** : san ku galing
kristal_maalindog : ORC DUNGEON
**Asia** : ah
**Asia** : nag lvl up ba ku
(To polyanna) : san ka? <>
kristal_maalindog : inde
**Asia** : ano nangyari
kristal_maalindog : may nakilalang mage si meng
**Asia** : ah
kristal_maalindog : sinali sa playboy
**Asia** : lumandi n nmn c gaba
kristal_maalindog : ung archer mo?
**Asia** : nasa gh
kristal_maalindog : ah
kristal_maalindog : alam mo na stat ng dancer?
**Asia** : hinabol kc ng rideword kya nag change character muna me
**Asia** : baka kc mamatay
**Asia** : diko lang alam
**Asia** : baka gawin ko ring hunter yun
gaba suddenly log in at the same spot where Kristal was sitting and he said “mahal ko si meng” making it look like it was Kristal who said that.
gaba jr. : love ko si meng
gaba jr. : mahal ko si meng
gaba jr. : joy
gaba jr. : alam mo ba
**Asia** : anu
gaba jr. : mahal ako ni tal
kristal_maalindog : mahal ko
gaba jr. : kaso ayaw nya lang aminin sa sarili nya
gaba jr. : makatarungan ba yun
**Asia** : ganon talga
gaba jr. : makatarungan ba yun
Kristal was startled, she don’t know what to say…
kristal_maalindog : ano ito? interogation?
gaba jr. : tama ba yun ha joy?
**Asia** : hmmm
kristal_maalindog : inde
gaba jr. : mahal ko naman to
gaba jr. : at alam ko naman mahal nya rin ako
gaba jr. : ang labo no?
**Asia** : bayaan n natin ang tadhana ang sumagot sa ating katanungan
suddenly a passer by came and sit beside asia
Bas[Resurrection2] : ano ang inyong katanungan
gaba jr. : father
kristal_maalindog : makata ka pala joy
gaba jr. : tama ba
Bas[Resurrection2] : kau din eh
gaba jr. : father
gaba jr. : tama ba
Bas[Resurrection2] : yup
gaba jr. : na itago mo ang na raramdaman mo
**Asia** : wala akong kinalaman jan
Bas[Resurrection2] : kung wla kang mukhang ihaharap eh itago mo na lang
gaba jr. : father
Bas[Resurrection2] : yup
gaba jr. : ano ga gawin mo sa boyfiend mong walang pakialam sayo?
kristal_maalindog : cympre iiwan
gaba jr. : waaaa
Bas[Resurrection2] : hah eh dapat palitan na yan
gaba jr. : alam mo naman pala ang sagot
gaba jr. : talagang TANGA
gaba jr. : sabi ko na mahal ko sya
Bas[Resurrection2] : miss pa tabi hah
gaba jr. : ayaw pang maniwala
gaba jr. : alam nyo ba?
Bas[Resurrection2] : taga saan ba kayo
**Asia** : anu?
gaba jr. : na kinasakami dito sa midgard
gaba jr. : at para ma patunayan ang pag mamahal ko
Bas[Resurrection2] : kinasal kayo
gaba jr. : nakipag sundo ako sa mga gm
gaba jr. : uu gm
gaba jr. : gm nag kasal sa amin
Bas[Resurrection2] : my screen shot ka?
gaba jr. : eto ngayon lang ma lalamn ni tal
gaba jr. : uu
gaba jr. : nakipag sundo ako sa GM
gaba jr. : sabi ni gm sumire
gaba jr. : kung talagang mahal ko daw si tal
gaba jr. : ikakasal nya kami
gaba jr. : sa isang kondisyon
Bas[Resurrection2] : ano?
gaba jr. : babawasan nya daw ako ng 2 levels
gaba jr. : kung talagang mahal ko daw to
Bas[Resurrection2] : mahal mo nga
gaba jr. : pumayag ako
**Asia** : di ako yun ha
kristal_maalindog : waaa
gaba jr. : binawasan ako ng 2 levels
gaba jr. : ma ikasal lang ng GM
gaba jr. : i have screen shots
gaba jr. : nasa yahoo group namin
gaba jr. : alam mo kasi
gaba jr. : tagal na akong nag lalaro sa ro
gaba jr. : laaht na halos ng rare dito na kuha ko na
gaba jr. : pero
Bas[Resurrection2] : bola
gaba jr. : wala ng mas rare sa natagpuan ko
**Asia** : drama
**Asia** : pagdatin ng juno
**Asia** : marami kapang makikitang rare
Bas[Resurrection2] : uu nga
gaba jr. : wala nang tatalo pa kay kristal
gaba jr. : kaso
gaba jr. : mas gusto nya sa boyfirend nyang tanga
**Asia** : cno bf nyang tanga
gaba jr. : ewan ko
gaba jr. : basta ako mahal ko yan
**Asia** : ayun nmn pla
Kristal was astounded by everything she had heard that evening…
Monday, October 15, 2007
A Level To Remember (part3)
Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT? -(Noah talking to allie) The Notebook
The guild continue to grow friendship started to be bond and relationship more intimate. Each day, each level up new members becomes part of the notorious. Gaba noticed that his friend is falling in love with Kristal.
So GABA decided to give way to his friend, he does not want to let history repeatits self. This time he will choose friendship rather than love. So he started to level up alone again in pain.
Each level up gaba grew strong and so does the guild. Then one day…
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
A Level To Remember (part2)
-The notebook
“kris ako si gaba lord gaba the guild headmaster and founder legion of god guild. I’m a deserted.
I deserted my guild because of love and now I think I’m falling again”.
“Why did you abandoned your guild and what’s wrong in falling in love?
No matter what you say, what you do, you’re bankrupt without love” Kristal asked
Gaba didn’t answer stand up and look at the city of Geffen.
Then Gaba stops and told Kris to forget about all of the foolishness he told her.
Then kris open up to gaba and told him that he has a boy friend in real life but their relationship is on a rough road and gaba asked her
“Do you still love him”
Then there was dead SILENCE.
Days and many top ups passed by the notorious guild is growing the guild that was founded by gaba and tongwing his best friend and as the guild grow gaba and Kristal get to know each other. One they at their secret palace gaba told kristal what he feels about her.
She just laughs /heh. Gaba didn’t insist and asked her about his boyfriend, then there was silence
“mahal mo pa ba?”
“tara pa level up na tayo” kristal replied.
-To be continued
Friday, October 5, 2007
A Level To Remember (part1)
well i have a love story of my own to tell, nang yari ito sa malayong lugar ng rune midgard sa isang online game. for all you dont know where midgard is try to ask google na lang kasi hahaba pa ang kwento at tinatamad na akong mag type ok /no1. at kung bakit ko i susulat ito? dahil ngayon ay october, anong meron sa october? tsaka nyo na ma lalaman. isapa ni rerequest din ni polgara na ilagay ko ang kwentong ito dahil nga daw maganda at kung hindi ko daw ito isusulat eh sya ang mag lalagay nito sa kanyang blog, kaya eto na polgara. pero bago ko simulan ang kwento meron akong gustong i share sa inyo a quote from one of my favorite film.
"I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough." -the notebook
PA TANK PO KUYA
Once there was a knight in chaos named gaba who lived by his sword. He was broken hearted because of his past and sworn not to fall in love again. So he lived his life fighting and leveling up. Day pass by even months leveling up alone no one to talk to and hiding from his past, he was lonely, and said to himself “so what now? All this power and nothing to do” so he decided to walk south of prontera to go back where he started. Then he found a novice named kristal….
Kristal was a newbie,2 months ago she was playing at Odin server she transferred at Chaos because she have no one to talk to since some of her cousin where playing at Chaos, she said to her friend to make a new character at Chaos then they’ll meet since they were far from each other this is a way from them to be together again. Kristal is silent type and a loner, she hardly become angry unless provoked. She explore midgard out on own, since she goes along by herself she met different people, some are nice, others are friendly while some were scammers.
Kristal and lyrish started at chaos killing monsters at the field of Geffen. When Kristal completed her job she decided to go at Prontera City to get some milk for her solution. Since she doesn’t know where is the milk merchant, she decided to hunt milk from picky and when she come back to Prontera their path converged. And the story begins…
Since Kristal was so much fond of knight she asked this man if she can come with them. The knight was wondering why this novice has greater damage among the others, he never know, she has completed her job, she just doesn’t know to mix the solution to be a mage. Of all the novice Kristal catches his attention. He asked “ babae ka ba talaga?” and Kristal answered, “take a look at my friendster account (baka mainlove ka)” she said at the back of her mind. The knight whispered “ASA” . Then there was this one novice who asked the knight “kuya,bakit mo ginagawa ito?” then the knight answered “dahil dyan din naman ako galling.” Now, he got Kristal’s attention. She was startled…
Then after all the novice reached job level 10 the all left without even saying thank you “mga amp na yun ah mga ingrato” gaba said. Then amidst all the elder willow that had been killed by the novices one novice remain, it was kristal
“ano ?” gaba asked
“thank you po” kristal answered
“tara samahan na lang kita sa Geffen gawin nating mage yan” then they started their journey and reached Geffen before server maintenance. Gaba wanted to help her and even log in as kristal just to mix the solution for her. But a knight with an intelligence level 1 is no match for the mixing machine of Geffen.hours had passed nothing happened. Kristal ran out of milk she needed to mix the solution.
The knight said “ stay here, wait for me. What do you need?”
“I need a milk.” She answered.
“ilan?” the knight asked.
“isa lang po” the novice answered.
“stay here, I’ll be back.”
Then the night was gone, afterwards there was this BS named gaba jr. deal her and gave her 8 milks.
“go” the bs said.
After several tries, she asked gaba,
“naiinis ka na?”
“nope” gaba answered.
“ako kasi naiinis na,eh.. bukas na lang”
“nope” he replied. “don’t give up”
her eyes widened, she was shocked. “amp! Antipatikong BS ‘to, kung hindi lang ako tinulungan nito natarayan ko na ‘to” she said at the back of her mind.
finally they met a mage named kiluagon who was asking direction to where the wizards guild is. It so happened that gaba knows midgard just like the back of his had. Gaba took kilo to the wizards guild only to find out that he is just only job level 30 “AMP!” so they returned to kristal at the mixing machine and still a novice so gaba asked kilo if he could helped kristal to mix the solution. Gaba ask for the user and pass of Kristal and mix the solution for her and he asked for her mobile number so that he would text her if she can log in. Kristal says to herself “hmp! Man’s style” but then a part of her is saying “so what? I want to be a mage tonight” So she gave her number and after a few minutes gaba texted her… Kristal now is a full pledge mage. Then he got his knight again and invites her to join the guild, Kristal refused because She’s only level 13 then, such a shame, but gaba insisted. ”lalakas ka din”
Then he took Kristal with him along Geffen city, he gave her a puppet, a guard, a shoes and a ribbon. Then they go to lzlude. Gaba thought it was the last time that he will see Kristal, so he goes on with his life leveling up.
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-To be continued
Monday, October 1, 2007
Waiting 'Round The Bend
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and everytime i hear that song i close my eyes and i could see my father teaching me my how to draw. he used to love taht song at lagi nya itong pina tutugtog kapag tinuturuan nya akong gumuhit, kaya tinanong ko sya "tay bakit hindi mo na pinatutugtog yung moon river" sabi nya hindi daw maganda pakinggan ang moon river sa cd mas maganda daw pakinggan ito sa plaka at turn table.
when i was in college i heard someone playin that song, na gulat ako meron pa palang nakakaalam ng song na yun at my generation. nilapitan ko sya it was kuya mario rubio a good composer and a mucisian. so i asked him "kuya mario ano ba ibig sabihin ng kantang yan?". bata palang ako eh kinakanta ko na ito pero mag pa sa hanggang ngayun hindi ko parin alam kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng nilalaman ng kanta. according to many forums na nabasa ko. its about Mississippi river they use to call it moon river, and huckleberry friend is huckleberry fin a friend of tom sawyer. BUT according to kuya mario the song is about DEATH the river represents death, dream maker represents the grim reaper. and he told me that someday he will also cross that river in style.....at kung ako naman ang ma unang tumawid.... ill be on the other side of the rainbow's end waiting 'round the bend.
Friday, September 28, 2007
Mission Accomplished!!
our guild is never selfish when it comes to allies
Mission Accomplished!!
Monday, September 24, 2007
"A RARE Combination Of So Many Special Things"
so i watch the video he gave me(na hanggang ngayon ay nagpplay pa din).. maganda,masaya, mahal ko si meng, marami ako naiisip,nakita, na-realize, i feel so blessedbut somehow, i regret the moments i should have given him compliments he needed, the way he does his work, the way carry himself.. but everything was appreciated though i may not be so vocal. last saturday night,while we're sitting along kuya nilo's place, i've been thinkin' `bout so many things. i watched him as he sit and leaned his back on wall and closed his eyes,i would have wanted to ask him to go home, kasi naaawa ako sa position nya, but i know how much he would wanted to help kuya nilo.when we're walking i appreciate how he wrapped me around his arms where i always feel warm and comfort amidst the cold breeze and darkness of midnight. when we got at 7-eleven,i love the way we choose foods to eat, i love how he looked suspiciously at every food in there(particulary at pizza bar wakokoko)i love the way he eats,i love how he got his second combo meal of hamonado pandesal and four seasons juice. i love how we share each others meals, and how he puts interest to that chuckie left in our table /gg..
i love how he protect me,i love us walking together, talking about world,life,ideas..us. there are so many things, i love and apreciate about meng, things that i dont know if he himself notice.
i love his nose,wakokoko!! yan ang una kong napansin.. i love the way he kissed and hugged gabo and yuri i see how much he love them, i love how he talk with humor and wisdom,he's different from any other man i knew. well, sige na nga i love how he thinks,kahit minsan ay out of this world(i mean madalas pala) and i love how he remind me "un nga ang minahal mo sa kin,abno". i love how he played tiberian sun kahit minsan ay bwisit ako, strategy,eh i love how he listen to my every story kahit antok na antok na sya.
i love how he kissed me goodbye and good night. i love how he wakes me up morning,and send me to bed at night.
I love how we spend days together(kahit straight TUNA ang ulam) at cympre! i love how we clean his jurassic room, kahit hirap na hirap ako habang nanonood cya ng skulls at pagvavacuum lang ang ginawa nya.
i love how he keeps the memories of the past..
i love how he gives me a peco-peco ride.and i love how he makes a peco-peco face.
i love listening to his stories,i love how we watch movies together,how we visit video city and rent 4 VCD's kahit alam namin na impossibleng mapanood namin un lahat.
i love how he listen to my tales in between the movie. i love how he kiss and hug me by surprise. i love how he put smiles on my face. i love how we set plans for our future.
i love how he gets so excited (he would probably run for rest room)i love how he cooked the corned beef with cheese. i love how we sat together sipping our coffee talking about nothing. i love his pillow my official loving,pero cympre si jo pa din ang pinaka loving,hirap lang yakapin ang laki kasi,.
i love how he hugged me till my eyes fell off to sleep. i love how he tell me "Hoy matulog ka na" "wag matigas ang ulo"
i love how he sleep on my lap while i enjoy the Phantom of the Opera, i love how he gets my attention (same as kung paano ko mang-agaw ng attention pag ayoko ng pinapanood nya)
i love to feel feel his hairs between my fingers(together w/ the flakes in it /gg) i love to rub his back and write on it. i love to tangle around his arms, (hmmm...sexy arms /gg)
i love it when he lets me watch how he brush his teeth(dati nahihiya sya) and the way he________ you know, at the sink hehehe!!!!
i love how he react as i play ragnarok as he watch "the house of flying daggers". i love how he introduce me to everyone else.. i love how he wanted me to take care of him and his things (parang baby pero ok lang,masaya nga) i love what's always inside his bag... a roll of toilet paper,vcd's and perfume.
i love him for understanding me the way he do.. mga kaabnormalan at kasupladahan..and some unspoken understanding
i love how he whispers in my ear "i love you" out of the blue.i love how he wanted to show me around different places. i love him. i love everything, strenghts and weaknesses, imperfections,uncertainties and indecisions. it comes in a package, sabi nga nya. Meng is completely a RARE combination of so many special things.(ewan ko lang pagdating ng amatsu&kunlun, but i dont think so,kakaiba cya,eh obvious naman kung paano ko sya dinescribe.db?) kung ano man un, dont know... I know what it is but there is something very special about Meng..abno? monk hat? peco? i dont know,he even have things there are no words for.i keep meng in my mind more lovingly than any thought...maybe it's the big things:THE WAY HE NEVER HESITATE TO GO A MILLION MILES OUT OF HIS WAY TO DO WHAT'S RIGHT.
my love is stronger though it may appear less,love is cheapened by being universally displayed."
(she use to leave me notes on a post it. ni lalagay nya ito sa mga tagong lugar para ma susupresa ako pag na kita ko ito kadalasan sa gilid ng CPU or malapit sa phone, and up to now im still hoping that meron pa syang note na hindi ko pa na kikita. alam ko meron yan na andito lang yun ma kikita ko rin yun. well this i just one of her notes na nakita kong naka save sa sa pc ko and sana when i die merong mag basa nito sa libing ko.......... happy 25th jo)
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Come And Sit With Me 0:49:21
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Sa Isang Sulok Ng SM Manila
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands
at ang tanong nilang lahat...... bakit? wala akong ma isagot sa kanila kungdi ang katahimikan, kasabay nito ang pag tatanong din sa aking sarili bakit nga ba? then job gave me the answer in job 1:20
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Likod Bahay
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Friday, September 14, 2007
Happy Meal
pero para sa akin ang pinaka masarap na pagkain ay ang RC cola at century TUNA yung hot and spicy i know its not much pero for the both of us fiesta ito lalo na kung fish ang lutong ulam ni nanay. mag kakatinginan kami at bubulong sya ng "jo RC at tuna na lang tayo"
kanina ay na isipan kong kunan itong tanghalian ko kasi madalang na lang akong makatikim ng RCCT (RC at Century Tuna combo) wala na kasing nag papabili sa akin nito. habang ako ay kumakain na kikita ko parin sya sa upuan nya naka tulala hindi ko alam kung na tutulala sya sa sarap oh na tutulala sya sa kinakain nya. minsan tinanong ko sya kung bakit ka na tutulala sabi nya sa akin "wala lang ang sarap tumingin sa kawalan eh". kaya mula nun ginaya ko na sya pag katapos kong kumain tumutulala na rin ako,at tama sya mas masarap pa nga ito sa yosi.
Hindi ko na namalayang tumulo na pala ang aking luha habang naka ngiti kong isinusubo ang aking happy meal (RCCT). mas masarap ang RCCT pag kasalo ko sya at kakwentuhan, na iinis sya pag pinag huhugas ko sya ng pinggan pero ang hindi nya alam gusto ko lang na kikita syang naka talikod pinag mamasdan ko ang kanyang buhok at lagi kong sinasabi sa aking sarili "napaka swerte mo meng". I bet ngayun mas masasarap na pagkain ang kinakain nya at hindi na sya nag huhugas ng pinagkainan.
"ubusin mo yan jo" "jo kanina pa"
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Empty Canvas
Isang kumento mula sa aking naka lipas, naka lipas na kailan man ay hindi ma lilimutan....
bakit nga ba hindi ako muling nag pinta? maraming dahilan.
sa mga hindi na kaka kilala sa akin, ako po eh dating humahawak ng pinsel at humaharap sa canvas upang gumuhit. nag simula ang aking talento bata pa ako. madalas eh lagi akong isinasali sa inter-school poster making contest at madalas ding ako ang umuuwing panalo "pagpasensyahan nyo na ang kaunti kong kayabangan" matagal napanahon na ang huli kong sinalihang contest. at nung 4rth year high school na talo ang 3 time champion in a row. na aalala ko pa nun walang maka paniwalang marunong akong gumuhit.
kagaya ng na sabi ko nag simula akong sumali ng contest ng ako ay kinder pa lamang hanggang grade six eh yun na ng yun ang inatupag ko ang gumuhit gumuhit at gumuhit, kung ang ibang bata eh na nunuod ng cartoons twing sabado ng umaga ako naman ay patuloy paring gumuguhit under the supervision of the school artist hehehehe. then when i was in grade six isa ako sa mga pinalad na maging estudyante ng isa sa ating national artist na si cesar legaspi. ewan ko ba pero parang na umay ako sa pag guhit. kaya ng ako ay nasa high school bagong eskwelahan, bagong mga kaklase hindi ko pina alam na ako ay marunong gumuhit, kadalasan nag papa drwing pa ako sa mga kaklase kong nag mamagaling na magaling daw silang mag drawing ng superman at logo ni batman hahahaha napaka babaw samatalang sa isip isip ko nung ako ay nasa elementarya ang hinahangaan ko na ay si Vincent van Gogh pero sinakyan ko na lang sila at umarte akong bilib na bilib sa mga drawing nila para gawan nila ako ng project.
eto nga pala ang isa sa mga iginuhit ko ng ako ay grade 5 its a replica of San Giorgio Maggiore at Dusk (1908) by Claude Monet.na syang ginamit sa pelikulang Thomas Crown Affair (1999) . ngayun ang naturang painting ni monet ay nag kaka halaga ng $100 million. pag pasensyahan nyo na medyo madumi yung painting ko kasi puno na ng alikabok. ito kayang painting ko magkano ma bibili hahaha.
hinding hindi ko ma kakalimutan ang pinaka magaling na mag drawing sa batch namin ang pangalan nya vincent paul aranas mula 1st year sya ang laging panalo at sya rin ang may pinakamagandang version ng logo ni batman at robin. magaling syang gumamit ng pastel,water color, at ng colored pencil, lagi nyang na tatalo ang kaibigan kong si albert rosete na sya namang napaka galing mag drawing ng mga ninja. minsan biniro ko sila nung nasa 4rth year na kami sabi ko sa kanila isang araw tatalunin ko yaang si aranas sa drawing. pinag tawanan nila ako.
dumating ang foundation day 8:00am St. Anthony library dumating ako sa araw ng contest na late nakapag simula na sila sabi ng bantay baka nde ko daw matapos kasi 30 min na lang ang na titira sabi ko "try lang po" natawa ang teacher at pinapasok ako na gulat ang lahat pati ang aking kaibigang si rosete pati ang reigning champion na si aranas na tawa sila, na tawa din ako. gamit ko ang luma, bali bali at puno ng alikabok kong crayola sinimulan kong gumuhit.Hinde na ako gumamit ng lapis kasi gahol na sa oras ipinikit ko ang aking mata at gumuhit ako. ng dumilat ako nag simula na ang mga na tutulog kong kamay na sumayaw sa tugtog na tanging ang aking mga mata at kamay lamang ang na kakarinig. natapos ko ang aking sining na gulat ang lahat lumabas ako na parang wala akong ka kilala walang kumausap sa akin walang pumansin lahat naka tingin sa aking likhang sining.
dumating ang araw ng awarding na tatandaan ko pa isa akong COCC kadete kung baga at ako ay isa sa mga batay ng programa. tinawag ang 3rd place hindi ko na rinig ang pangalan ko, 2 place si albert rosete at ang 1st place si vincent paul aranas. tumalikod ako at na lungkot magaling talga si aranas sa isip isp ko. na kita ko sya na tuwang tuwa pero nde pa pala tapos meron palang champion hehehehehe at alam na natin kung sino yon.
bakit nga ba hindi na ulit ako nag pipinta? dahil marahil sa mga makabagong teknolohiya (adobe photo shop) kaya sabi ko sa nag kumento sa akin pag tanda ko gusto ko sa vigan walang teknolohiya simpleng bahay. dalawang rocking chair isang duyan at doon ako muling haharap sa canvas habang pinapanood sya sa kanyang pag tutog ng piano.
hindi na ako nag pipinta dahil walang inspirasyon walang musika akong na ririnig sa tuwing akoy pipikit. kahit na anong kulay ang aking ipahid eh wala akong makitang kulay dito dahil sa ako ay empty........................
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
What About My Heart?
"what about my heart?" asked the Tinman, "i think you are lucky not to have a heart, for the heart is what makes most people unhappy," said Oz. "that is your opinion," said the Tinman. "For my part, I will bear all the unhappiness without a word if you give me the heart."
I'm just wondering masaya pa kaya si Tinman?
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Quirino Station
Lumipas ang mga araw bago ko na sagot ang tanong nya. ang sabi ko ang pag ibig ay parang pag sakay ng train, ikaw ang mag dedesisyon if your going to ride the first train or your going to wait for the other one. Pero ano man ang piliin mo for sure you wont find the same train at the same station at the same time, if your going to ride the first train then you will not see the second train and if your going to let the first one go you will not get a chance to ride it again.
And you know what happened to the mage?
We both took the ride and we enjoyed the ride, yes we both fell inlove but
sad to say love like a train has its last station, may katapusan ang riles.....
and the mage was right the ride was worth it, and it was the best train ride i ever had.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Usok
warning:
- cigarete smoking is dangerous to your health
- cigarete smoking is dangerous for children
- cigarete smoking can cause cancer
- cigarete smoking kills
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"wala pare pumasok lang usok sa mata ko"
Friday, September 7, 2007
Ng Lumubog Ang Araw Sa Baywalk
Don’t go home once the sun has disappeared behind the horizon. Enjoy the night in a side walk café and watch one of the (many) local life bands performing along the BayWalk. Enjoy! - according to my sari sari store
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Isang Umaga Sa Vicente Cruz
Bata pa lang ako eh tuwang tuwa na ako sa pag sikat ng araw na aalala ko pa noon na nag papagising ako sa aking lola ng madaling araw para lang abangan ang pag sikat ng araw at maski ngayon gumugising ako ng maaga at sumasakay ng LRT para lang ma saksihan ito . hindi ko alam pero iba ang aking pakiramdam sa tuwing na kikita kong kinakain ng liwanag ang naka lipas na gabi. it makes me feel im a new person it gives me new hope and a new life a chance to bring something out of my self and another chance to forget the past.
nung mga nakaraang araw ay naging hang out ko ang computershop ng aking kaibigang si anthony na nakilala ko sa RAGNAROk. matagal na nya akong iniibita na doon na mag laro, matagal ko rin syang na pag bigyan hanggang isang araw nag desisyon akong mag punta, bakit? may tinatakasan kasi ako... tumatakas ako sa lunkot na dala ng nakaraang realasyon at mga problema sa buhay.
sa vicente cruz ay naka limot ako pang samantala ng lungkot. marami akong na kilala naging kaibigan at natutunan. at isang araw matapos naming mag puyat sa ka lalaro at nakita ko ulit ang pag sikat ng araw. sinasabi nitong panahon na para umabante. panahon na upang lisanin ang vicente cruz at mag patuloy sa buhay.
salamat anthony, apol at andrew sa pakikinig sa mga tawag ko kahit walang kwenta ang mga pinag sasabi ko at salamat sa pakikinig sa mga problema ko kahit alam kong wala naman kayong ma itutulong hahahaha, mag kikita kita tayong muli at mag aalmusal sa marsan bago sumikat ang araw......
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Ang Gulok ni Ka Andres
Isa sa mga kadahilanan kung bakit hindi mo na papansin si ka andres ay dahil sa tuwing sasakay ka ng jeep at dadaan ka a parteng iyon ay hinde ka sa bintana naka tingin kundi sa harap at tinatanaw mo ang tulay na aakyatin ng jeep at kung nasa kabilang kalsada ka naman eh tatanawin mo ang babaan patungo sa SM manila, o tinatanaw mo ang underpass. tama? tama!
pero isang beses sinadya kung bumaba mismo kay ka andres at nilapitan ko sya pinag aralan at sinuri kung ano talaga ang na andun. na pag alaman kong ang munumento nya palang iyon ay tungkol sa buhay nya mula pagka bata. tinitigan ko si ka andres galit na galit ang muka nya, na itanong ko sa aking sarili bakit kaya sya galit na galit at may hawak na gulok na parang gustong mag hurumintado. tinignan ko ang paligid tumayo ako sa paanan ni ka andres ng mga ilang minuto at nalaman ko ang sagot sa aking katanungan.
kung ako man si ka andres eh kukuha ako ng gulok. una sa mga ka iinisan ko kung ako ang nasa katayuan ni ka andres at ang walang patumanggang busina ng mga sasakyan isipin mo yun ikaw na ang tumayo dun ng umaga at gabi nde ka ba ma ririndi? ang pulyusyon de futa kung kukulangutan ko si guro si ka andres eh baka maka kuha na ako ng ga bola ng basket ball na kulangot sa ilong nito, idag dag mo pa rito ang init at ulan aba eh ang naka lagay sa medium na ginamit sa rebulto eh tanso abay kulay uling na si ka andres, idagdag mo pa rito ang ingay at gulo ng mga tao eh talaga naman ma papasigaw ka, at isa pa sa pinaka kina iinisan ni ka andress ay ang dalawang spaceship sa paligid nya, matapos nya tayong ipag laban sa mga mananakop na kastila eh merona nanamn syang na mamataang mananakop mula sa ibang planeta at kung pag mamasdan mo ang larawan wari bang hinahamon nya ang spaceship sa isang duwelo.
pero alam mo nung tinitigan ko ang kanyang mga mata napag alaman kong hindi iyan ang mga dahilan kung bakit galit na galit si ka andres. sinundan ko kung saan sya naka tingin at na pansin kong tanaw na tanaw nya ang city hall mula sa kanyan kina tatayuan at malamng eh kitang kita nya rin doon ang kurapsyon at ka bulukan ng pulitika ngayun.
alam ko nag hihintay lang sya ng timing na may isa sa mga pulitiko oh mga mag nanakaw ng bayan na tumayo sa harap ng kanyang rebulto para magamit nya ang kanyang gulok. at ng sulyapan ko muli si ka andres para bang naka tingin sya sa akin at ngumit tsk tsk tsk pagod at gutom ang ito.
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Genesis
Nasanay na akong ikuwentong lahat sa aking dating dobya ang lahat ng nang yari sa akin sa bawat araw at ngayun wala na sya wala na akong ma pag kwentuhan, kaya dito ko na lang ilalahad ang lahat ng mga nang yari at karanasan sa aking pag lalakbay sa buhay kong ito. at nawa isang araw mabasa nya rin ito.
Hindi ako kagaya ng ibang BLOGGERs na magaling sa mga salita, marami akong gustong ipahayag pero nde ko alam kung paano sabihin, marahil ay sa kadahilanang ako ay isang alagad ng sining, kaya gagamitin ko ang BLOG na ito upang itala ang lahat ng aking na puntahan, na kilala, at na kita sa pamamagitan ng mga larawan.
ang aking kasama? isang 6600 nokia cellphone na binigay sa akin ng aking dating nobya. mahilig kaming manguha ng pictures noon kaya marami rin kaming mga larawang na itago na syang tumatanikala sa akin sa tuwing itoy aking na kikita. marahil nga ay panahon na upang pakawalan ang mga larawang ito. pero ang aking 6600 para na itong isang sumpa kahit na minsan nag loloko at kahit na meron na akong pera upang palitan ito hinde ko parin magawa. parang gusto nyang isama ko sya sa aking pag lalakbay sa buhay kong ito, kaya eto mag sisimula ako ng aking pag lalakbay kasama ang aking 6600.
Sabi nga nila:
minsan
kaylangan
mong
mging
malakas...
pra
amining
mahina
ka...-Josel Katherine